good grief

slowly losing the ability to function normally on a daily basis emoticon unhappy :(

the irony of this birthday was that everybody wished me to have a great day, but it was actually by far the worst day i have had at college yet...hooray for being an adult

well this is just a pathetic post, but i assume they will get happy again soon

Mopey Mopey Mopey

I feel wierd about getting old.

I've just decided three things:

1) I am going to sing. Aviod stage fright at all costs

2) I will go to South Africa to be a biodiversity research assistant in 2011, hopefully.

3) I will maybe sometime soon stop procrastinating...but probably not

This were pretty half thought out decisions in hind sight

So I have a new room and roommate. Fall crew is over. Winter training begins in a week (or this week and in that case whoops). I cant wait for spring season! I miss the lake already. I feel so lazy even though I get up at 9 every day. But I am feeling kind of mopey anyways so it could be that too.

Halloween was kind of a bust. I got mistaken for a hooker, which was fantastic. And seriously, I wasnt even being slutty. Thank you very much Worcester.

I will be an adult in 6, count em, 6 days.

Sleep

I am so desperately tired...

I would like to take a break from seeing the sunrise.

Do you even need to ask WHY?

Parents Weekend

So I woke up this morning and called my parents. They told me that they werent really interested in taking my brother and me out this weekend. We get to be orphans for the day. Now I have retreated to my room because everyone else has parents today...maybe I will get adopted later. I was going to take picture but that boy has my damn camera. It is gorgeous out right now.

Today then song of the day is "Armistice" by Phoenix

Sunrise (Also the difficulties of faulty keyboards)

I havent written on this blog for a very long time, so excuse me if i am a bit rusty.

I love it at Clark. I feel like I have been here for years even though it hasnt even been a month yet. I've found so many things to do here and so many people to be friends with. I also have finally realized how fantastic Worcester is.

So for the past three days (and the next six weeks), my wake up time is 5:30 am. I'm not crazy, I just joined the crew team. I love it though. I missed working out and feeling productive. Learning a new sport is one of the best feelings, plus i get to be close to the water all the time (Although i am not about to go swimming in Lake Quinsig any time soon). The best part of the whole experience is getting to see the sun rise. As we drive through the city to get to the lake, the view is constantly changing. At about 6:05 we pass Union Station. The sky is just starting to become a royal blue color, but all the lights are still on around the station. Then when we get to the boat house, the sun is comming up and the mist begins to rise off the water. The varsity boats disappear into the mist. As we swerve our way down the lake (in the most uncorrdinated fashion) the sun appears and lights up the trees which have just begun to change colors. It is magical. I love getting to see a part of the day which most people never do. Also, I always go to breakfast afterwards so I can finally use up my meal plan. AND I am now an expert napper.

My keyboard hates typing on the internet so this took forever to write...